PEACE

Saturday, April 17, 2010 @ 7:27 AM

I KNOW!!

I just can't help keeping it inside of me anymore. .
I don't dare to say it to u cos it's really nt the time yet. .
Haizzz. . .

I know, compared btween me and him, he is much more better than me. U have knwn him longer than me. . We may have just met and knwn for like wat, 1 month? ?
He has the looks, he understands u better than i do. . Im nt looking down on myself, but i really feel one sided. . There's a phrase saying, "Shiok Sendiri". .
People have been telling me, syg tu syg jgak an. . Im nt stoopid but im just bengap. . I really need assurance frm u. . I don't want to be ur spare tyre. .
If ure treating me like one, I knw i have until the 1st of May till he comes back. .
I want to spend time with u till he comes back and i shall not disturb u then on. . Its really hard to let u go. . Ure someone special in my heart. . And losing or letting u go is the last thing i have in my mind. .
Give me assurance and i shall not dissapoint u. . It may sound like STMF but, i really mean it. . Its like fighting for tis girl on a battlefield of love. . hahaha. .
but i dun want it like dis. . I dun want it to be the best man win situatuion. . i hope u understand. .
To all my siblings, pls encourage and support me k. . Help me be strong in tis. .

Just a small note to Afai: Take care of urself inside. . I will miss ur nonsense and laughter. . Dun worry abt ur princess, we as her siblings will take care if her. . Remember, make it the last time ure doin dis. . Its really nt worth it. . Serve and Fuck Off. . Take care Bro. . See U Soon Aites!!